Shianis

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Feelings by Shianis, literature

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Feelings

Have you ever had the feeling, that there's no hope for tomorrow? Nothing but pain and nothing but sorrow? The lights gone away and the dark's here to stay. Not a sound to be heard and not a word to say? Have you ever had the feeling, that you're all alone? Not a soul to be seen and the whole world to roam? You can travel for days and never find a person, but you travel in circles which always seem to worsen? Have you ever had the feeling, that there's no goal in mind? There's no destination and you're always looking behind? With the clock, ticking and toking away. You feel like your losing all reason to stay. Have you ever had the feeling

Commitment by Shianis, literature

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Commitment

I loved you first, So do your worst, This world is but a dream. The heart I gave, The hate we made, Just makes us want to scream. I'm with you now, But never bow, For we both may last this out. If you could see, How we could be, Your heart would never shout. I had you once, I'll have you again, For this between us shall never end. I want you still, Not just a thrill, So please allow me to mend. The pain you've known, This blasted home, We shall stay together. I'll not give in, No meager sin, Will ever keep me at bay. I tell you this, And this alone, You belong inside my heart. And with that thought, Inside your hea

Claw Face by Shianis, literature

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Claw Face

I know this girl She's been my world I don't care to tell her How hard i've fell for her My loves like the sun Always burning Always young I shine for her and her alone Because it's HER who i'll allow to own That which i am All i can be Every little thing i'll see Every word and every thought All i've given All i'm not She makes me strong She makes me mad Every little now and then She even makes me sad But thats alright Cuz you know? Where tight I love this girl She is my world I wake to her voice Not like i have a choice I call her all the time But THIS Is the first that i have rhymed And it's all for her Every

Hopeless by Shianis, literature

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Hopeless

Dithering, withering, slithering by. Time goes on as I sit and cry. Watching the wicked ways of the world go by. Alone in the pool of my sorrow. I fear the always, coming of tomorrow. How I yearn and long. To reach the end of this sad Song. Always I'm waking. My Soul forever fading. Just to hold out hope. To read the words that you wrote. I stand amid the debris of my shattered World. All I ever aspired to be. Never amounting to as much as twould be. As what's left of me. Begins to Bleed. I feel you. I empty myself of what you put me through. I turn over a new leaf. Always strong. Never weak. I fade away. Just trying to

Inferiority by Shianis, literature

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Inferiority

Among the thoughts of many. We hide our fears aplenty. We see your face. Hang our heads in disgrace. All the while, running this race. We drown in the depths of the wells of our Selfs. Forever caged, upon the Shelves. I wait for your touch. So small, but so much. To take me away, from the dark I hold at bay. Wondering... How long must I face the day? Till you come for me, and wisp me away. I Cannot stay. I can barely get through the day. I might be dead tomorrow, Can you hear my pain? Feel my sorrow? All i ever want. All i ever need. Is to have you, And to be. I hold out hopes for the days to come. Of whi

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dArama - ISSUE ONE - Love. by spyed, literature

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dArama - ISSUE ONE - Love.

The dynamic between core staff, volunteer staff, and the community can at times be pure quality dArama. It's worth noting that for years I've worked pretty hard to remain neutral on community politics. Today, I'm going to shatter that concept. Needless to say, I am extremely politically aware of the inner workings of the deviantART community. I read *a lot* of journals, comments, forums, chat rooms. I have fake accounts. I spy. But I don't spend my time talking politics, instead I focus internally at deviantART designing technologies and implementing understandings with core staff to address the issues I see pop up. It's time to take a mo

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Sep 6
United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: Rochester,MN
Favourite genre of music: Most of them except Country
Favourite photographer: Brix_Strat
Favourite style of art: Drunken Monkey
Operating System: The Central Nervous System
MP3 player of choice: Curtis
Shell of choice: Jumbo
Wallpaper of choice: Cool Stuff
Skin of choice: Green... Maybe Purple...
Favourite cartoon character: ...Too many to pick just ONE!!!
Personal Quote: Don't spend all your time Pacing, Walking, or Running away. Find some place you can stay

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The being that holds the fabric of exsistence together

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Shianis

Apr 13, 2008

Twisted Dimensions of Self

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    The Ice inches inward. The Fire of my youth squandered in search of a forgotten Truth. I am Alone. My Soul knows many others. It gives them more of its Time then it does me. I'm two things. The Driver. The Vehicle. The Fury I possess couldn't possibly have been built up within just one Lifetime. Should I raise the Walls, Sever the Chains? Allow my body to move, without Strings?    I bury myself in my Shame. Lost in the depth of my Guilt. I don a mask. I fade into Gray. All that's left; Is meant to stay. The Pain in my Words; Wrench a Tear; But all i know; Are the Depths of my Fear.    All I've ever known. Ever sought after. Ever tried

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Shianis

Feb 17, 2008

^_^ how fitting

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Spanks Laura,                More accurate then i was expecting :p You are the Sadistic Seme. You're controlling, extremely dominitive, and lust for the gasps and yelps and moans that you can make your uke produce. You can be forceful and unrelenting, and you want your uke to follow to what you tell them to do. You can be angry, and you can be very much in love, but you tend to hide it under layers of pure evil, where you let off to make people believe that you don't believe in foolish emotions. However, you're actually compassionate, somewhere deep, deep, deep in that black black heart of yours. <3 Best With: The Absolute Uke.

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Nov 20, 2007

I'll kill any idiot who does this to my g

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Guy: "Can we have sex now?" Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Wo

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Shianis

Jul 15, 2012

Anyone still watch this page? Highly doubts, just checkin.

Blobickle

Apr 14, 2009

Hey you, I miss talkin to you.

Shianis

Apr 24, 2009

Aww, spanks lady. I hope your doin well. Love yah ^_^

Ideo-geny

Nov 3, 2008

_{Thank you for the dev-watch.}

YAY! tanks for the fav, Big brother!

oh, btw, I still flipping miss you!! <3

RachelxJacob

Sep 6, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday :3